Well, since my last blog I've completed a few more assessments. I had to go and give blood, which I'm horrible at. Fortunately, Amanda had to complete her evaluation to check for gestational diabetes and she went along with me. It's always fun to kill two birds with one stone, and the nurses even took a picture of us toasting with our glucose drinks. Ha! :)
Since that time, I've heard from my doctor and all tests were normal. So, I guess my hormones aren't out of whack. At this point, she has officially prescribed Clomid. I will begin my first round at the onset of my next cycle. The doctor said that we'll attempt this for three cycles and then we'll have to do some other assessments. Part of me really wishes she hadn't told me this because I feel like it just gives me added pressure. I don't need that right now. I feel like my emotions are really all over the place right now. On one hand, I could be pregnant REALLY SOON! As long as we've been trying, it's sort of hard to take that all in. I don't even know how I'd feel to discover that I was pregnant. As much as I want this to happen, it's still super freaky to think I could actually be pregnant. On the other hand, what if this doesn't work? It stresses me out.
I really do want this so badly. I think BJ and I could be amazing parents, and I'm just ready for that opportunity.
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